SWEETpoison` press it!

just another click.

2010-07-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

changed my blog.
hm. links, can be found here.
won't be transferring ._.

www.mireennn.blogspot.com

renovation in progress

2010-06-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

guess its time to haf a new outlook,
no -.- fresh new page of a blog.
yes its going to shift, don't worry you don;t
haf to change ur link!

im having a hard time clearning my
rubbish in my room as well. ):

and off to malaysia on sunday for
5 days! xD

2010-05-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

或许有时候生活会很辛苦。
但是，只要坚持那么一秒
你就会看见奇迹……

2010-05-17T22:33:00.001+08:00

don't be silly girl,
you're my miracle....

2010-05-12T22:53:00.001+08:00

i swear. the bad thing about korean
drama is that they always have BAD endings-.-

FOR EXAMPLE.
iljimae.

so is he alive?
i guess he is huh.
BUT. who is he with?
nvr say.
part 2 iljimae has no link with
this one. even worse.
NO conclusion.
HEADACHE.

a really bad day

2010-05-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

1st, cut my fingers.

2nd, student's problem.

3rd, i can't believe it is true.

im kind of pissed or rather disappointed
until my english failed me.

perhaps the thing that shocks you the most
is that the thing rebounce back without
you think that it will ever do.

i need a person who can care for me..

2010-05-06T23:37:00.004+08:00

don't worry, it isn't ME.
im happy with my mother and
dad, and PLUS a god father mr chef chai :D

photo taken from: http://dogmilllrehomers.blogspot.com/

if you love pets like i do,
please share some things with the association,
with the contact information of the link above.

please, don't be stupid and send the
msg as indicated in the blog. AS
this IS A SCAM. can you imagine you're
trying to be a nice person but end up,
you're doing the opposite?
please check before you do anything yeah?

im touched by the ppl who operate this small little
blog and the ppl working at the kennel 9.
please share your kindness..

busy days.

2010-05-05T22:35:00.002+08:00

seemed like im a very busy woman.
but things are getting better,
since music forest is moving to
orchard scape building, which is just beside
my korean class building - orchard building.

HOHOHO, means after korean lesson i can
go there to practice. yeah?
load adding on? NO.
its an enjoyment, its just how you see it.

anyways,
got to do loads of things for ssm. =/
just DYED my hair for the 2nd time,
since i didn't did it perfectly for the 1st time..
rahhh~ and i sewed my apron.
*im a housewoman. ^^v
tomorrow got to go for typhoid jab,
if not im going to get it by the teachers. ._.

so, lets list the things down i have to do huh.
get typhoid jab……
record rainie's 雨爱 ……
print SSM notes during free time.

ok seems like it isn't a lot. but there's
more to add on!
improve vocals (like once again)
dance
keyboard practice
add repetiore.
try freestyle playing (keyboard)
wondering if i shld try guitar once again
but i guess that's after i have mastered
keyboard.
learning is good, but too much = not learning at all.

rahhh, twilight is taking over my mind.
its a bad thing that im so attracted to it.
AISH.

why?

2010-04-26T11:27:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i really want to ask god a question.

why do babies suffer even when they have not
done anything wrong? i understand that
christians said that babies are sinners because
even when their parents did not teach them
to become greedy or selfish.

BUT. its all through visuals right? i mean,
parents do show that they are selfish or
greedy for things too. ( i know that mothers are selfless)

However, they should always give them chances
to learn right? ): i really don't know.
there are even babies who have not even came to
the world and died. If it is the mother's carelessness,
i got nothing to say..
BUT if it isn't.......

alrights, im going tampines mall to get some G2000 clothes.
update later

tiring day...

2010-04-23T23:05:00.004+08:00

SSM 1st day.
like vera said, 12 more days
to go on. ~_~ its killing me.

yes discipline is something,
that i hate. but without it,
i really cannot venture onto
other stuffs. it is needed, for me to
improve and upgrade... ):

the teachers were really strict,
even without mr goh.
you can imagine, its already without
mr goh, what happens if he's there =.=

anyways. love is naive, so.
yes.
(random reply to tagbox)

anyway, yes IM ON CHANNEL 8 TV show.
some watson variety show.
wasn't happy with my own performance.
anyway...

tutee's parent didnt want to pay me
cause i wanted to quit due to
my sch's timetable unable to
accomodate with their's.
one headache today. -.-
don't want to pay me? i'll sue you okay.

anyway. im kind of like unsure of what
to do. partly, i want to quit due to
the heavy stress i get on tutoring..
2nd, if my dance class starts, heh heh.
sure kana again by the parent.

but im happy that, halil and danish likes me (:
cause they didn't wanted to change teacher.
but, im like on the end of 2 edges.
where to go?

e make up i had on that day....

i tried cooking some
korean DOKPOLGGI!

Service skill methology

2010-04-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

god. this is killing me

i bought heels last minute,
just dyed my hair.
found a lock,
found a notepad,
ironed my clothes.

god damn~
i still got to wake up at 530 tomorrow.
bathe, go school.
reach alr at 7?
change into uniform.
SMILE

difficult girls

2010-04-22T13:02:00.002+08:00

hohoho, difficult girls,
are girls who are like me.
they may not be beauties
but still~

either they don't want a bf,
or they have 0% interest in you.

so. how?

for both catergory, 0% who is uninterested in you,
& those that who don't want
a bf right. Its either they
are too busy already, so they don't
have the time to have a r/s.
so, the only way is..

to work in the same place
as the person, to be in the same
school as her Or places that she
is always at. This can increases
your chance to be by her side, notice
what she does, what she likes or hates
and even have time to chat with her. (:

after knowing what she likes,
perhaps you can send those little
gifts to her by putting into her bag,
giving it to her personally or however
you want. (: it need not be known to her.
if she doesn't know perhaps by the end
of the day she may be even touched.

so step by step, ask her out..

slowly, feel the right time, ask the right
question~ and.^^

if cant, perhaps its time to give up ):

i'll share a place for buying small gifts.
BITS & PIECES (:
they sell nice rings~
couple rings too.

LOOKS (:

2010-04-22T12:54:00.002+08:00

since got looks right,
everything will be easier (:
HA.

just need to smile,
wink~ look at her sometimes.
i am sure, if she's the type that
goes for look, she's in for you.
but, if she doesn't go for looks.
at least, you have a plus point~

they are examples for SMILING :D
jjong, is, definitely a gooood example. (:

tips to attract girls

2010-04-22T12:33:00.003+08:00

Sorry, i forgot about it. Lol.

Anyway tips to ATTRACT GIRLS.
i guess the best way to listen from,
definitely must be a girl unless the
person is a gay? i don't know.

still, many girls have different idealistic guy
they want to be with or even marry.
having an ideal boyfriend doesn't
mean HE is the idealistic husband.

for example, a boyfriend can flirt.
BUT a husband CANNOT.

SO, how do you attract a girl.

1st. LOOKS.
please, it is essential for every guy
to have LOOKS to straight away
attract a girl. But, it doesn't means that you have
looks means you will definitely get the girl.
No. you are wrong. AND. even if you don't
have the looks does not
mean that you don't have the chance.

what do i mean?

Being handsome, cool or cute, is a definite
eyecandy for many girls right? I mean,
i am a girl too. SO i know la (:

However, if you are too egoistic, or full
of yourself, cruel, gangster-like....
i mean you know the answer yourself.
It depends on the girl's character.
For example, i may like someone who
is hard to get, or is kind. SO, if your
character isn't like that, you may as well
give up yeah?

No use forcing 2 person who is not compatible
to be together. There are always other
girls out there.

For those who doesn't have looks. You can always
attract them by caring for them, being
there for the girls. Notice what the girls
need and want. That's the by far most effective way.

IF the girl ask you buy her a gucci/prada/dior/
channel/dkny or whatever branded bag.
i guess it is time to say bye. Either the girl
is hinting you that she doesn't like you, or
she is just aiming for your $$.

just to recap my driving lessons.

2010-04-22T12:26:00.001+08:00

1. adjust seat
2. check rear, side view mirror.
3. seatbelt.
4. hand brake~
5. gear level.
6. accelerator, clutch.

to accelerate, clutch and change gear.
continue~

to break, brake first then clutch in.

to start again, change gear to 1 again.
repeat step 6.

to change lanes, signal left/right, check
side mirror rear mirror, then go.

before brakin always maintain length of
2-3 cars.

guess that's abt all?
got to multi-task. driving isn't easy man.

singtel is getting worse...

2010-04-22T12:23:00.002+08:00

like seriously.
took away my mio box for no good reason,
didnt bring back the things that they should.

wasting hell loads of my time.
getting me to get scolded and
nagging for no good reason.

just sucks la .

S.H.E-只为爱上你 lyrics, feedbacks.

2010-04-14T12:57:00.003+08:00

RAP:如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

(爱上你~)就像爱看起来会那么少一定是在等我们
(爱上你~)一起勇敢寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手挨过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞
为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心里 (当你终于走到我的面前)
分享同一个世界(完成所有的画面)
身后错过痛过漫长情节都变甜美
(就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍只剩喜悦)

chorus
只有我了解这幸福感觉美得值得付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
一天一天到永远那一天

RAP: Yeh 爱上你有多幸运像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福
一定要更加幸福如果爱
真的是那么的少
我们就一起守护
我们得来不易的爱不被打扰

像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

a real nice song.
sweet, yet simple.
will a person "明白我有多珍贵好得值得你为我改变"?

^^v

How to train your DRAGON 3D

2010-04-12T12:51:00.004+08:00

first time watching 3D, perhaps
it isn't a good seat..
kind of dizzy BUT.

:D its a damnnn nice movie.
i swear..

it taught me that you should try new
things even if you fear..

you may not know afterall, it isn't
something that is not scary at all...

you may not know until you have done it..

if you have succeeded, anything can be done.

you must learnt to show what
you are capable of, and let other people understand
what you are thinking before
letting them to accept what you are thinking or doing.

a definitely must watch movie (:

2010-04-08T23:48:00.001+08:00

its sometimes funny
how life works.

contradicting...
you want it, but dare not do it.
be it love, friendship, kinship
or whatever ship.

attracting girls.

2010-04-07T19:35:00.003+08:00

i'll be blogging about how to attract
girls in a few days time when

ms. mireen me, have the time.

tactics learnt through various
korean and taiwanese drama, and some
are made up by me (:

SMIRKS*
this is to help those guys who have
no idea how to please a really difficult
girl.

if she's fine with you,
just go on, mine will be too troublesome.
and.

my strategies are only for those who
are loyal, and true.

SINGTEL.

2010-04-07T19:31:00.002+08:00

seriously.

this isn't the first,
second OR third BUT,
5th or i don't know
how many times the mio box
has broken down without NO
valid reason -.-

luckily the internet connection is still working.
OR ELSE. im going to change service provider.
ROAR.

i am even familiar with the steps they
will ask you to do like seriously. -.-

first, try turning off and on the modem.
second, turn on your laptop and go to some
192~~~ url site.
then ask u check and uncheck boxes.
then, FAILED.
we will send you a technician few days later.
thank you and sorry for your inconvenience.

ZZZZ.
i rather use the old time phone which does
not have this kind of PROBLEM.
UGH

SOUND like saturdayy!

2010-04-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

helloooo, here
to upload the video on that day!
please give comments,
and many loads of love for us yeah?

THANK YOU.

its time..

2010-04-02T01:05:00.001+08:00

to backspace and
start a new page once again.

this morning i "mesmerised"
a small boy and when he went out
of the shop he actually waved and
smiled at me widelyyyyy!

its like a present from the god (:
i am thankful,
and HAPPY.
SO CUTEEE.

-.- shoo off.

2010-04-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

zzz somebody just made me
damn infuriated.

im nt in a good mood,
not because i lost but because
i think that i treated it too lightly?

or rather i did not know what went wrong.

just.
get off

NOW, down with love :D

2010-03-30T12:24:00.002+08:00

haha going on drama marathon
despite the works and practices i am
currently having..

down with love is...
EXCITING.
muaahahha.

anyway/.
practice today,
going for mediacorp recording tomorrow,
to me it is a practice and experience for me
as well. since it includes recording.
afterall, i have to try out
to know right? (: mireen will do her best.
i assure you.
it is some watson thingy.
i just wanted the 1000 bucks to be frank.
HAHAHA.
since i need money now -.-
but im scared that they are giving like
gifts instead ._.
oh wells oh wells.

mireen needs more trainings and practices!

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-27T21:21:00.002+08:00

Mireen is typing in darkness nowww.

just bathed without lights on, just a candle.
hah.
new experience :D
seriously...
lights are important in our life.
imagine what you CANNOT do without it. (:

imagine if one day there isn't any electricity
anymore, what would you do? not even
the lights from the tv, computer or
even your handphone.

save a life,
save the earth.
start your part today,
this second,
right now.

dentist checkupppp :D

2010-03-23T14:27:00.001+08:00

its important to do a dentist checkup
so now and then!

gums will actually affect your health.

so,
dirty gums = bad health.

floss daily, brush twice a day.
guarantee you a good body
with fresh breathe! xD

hana kimi no season 2?!

2010-03-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

-.- if there's no hana kimi jap season 2,
honestly. it will suck instead.

what's the reason for bringing our
hopes up that they will meet as couple again,
when there will be no season 2 -.-
rubbish.

the season 1 is, no doubt. good.
BUT. no ending?! like happily ever after.
just i love you, we will meet again.
-.- what ending is this. ROAR.

IM UNHAPPY.

maybe you can say the one hour special as
season 2, still then it SUCK.
NO MARRY, NO PROMISES,
NO WHATSOEVER, ending is still the same.

what for? -.-
just to let us know again that they love
each other? no use. -.-
if you want to let us know that japan is good
in making drama, PLEASE.
make it a full.
this is like a rain without wind?
or rather a fan without power.

rahhhhhhhhhhhh

RAH

2010-03-22T22:00:00.001+08:00

you get what you have
work hard to, felt for or whatsoever.

CAUSE & EFFECT!

hana kimi is making me so excited. GOSH
but its e last episode?

friendship

2010-03-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

the bond that holds us together will
never break (:

just by putting each other in our
hearts.. (:

hana kimi jap version is WOOOH GOOD!
CHO WA~

SHIMIN GOT MISS ME? :D

don't be too over urself, be more sensitive.

2010-03-22T14:09:00.003+08:00

perhaps u have been like this.
perhaps u just did not realise it.
your friends are just suffering in silence,
or rather letting you to do what you want
to let you be happy.

but.

you did not realise that, she/he the one
is suffering all along.

perhaps there is a time or two
when she does it on you, and you
got really pissed.
i will tell you.
she won't apologise.
why?

she felt why should she apologise
when you did so many times to her
and she didn't even got angry even when you
did.

she wasn't angry, she just kept it
all in her heart to do her best to remain
as friends (:

be more sensitive to people around you,
and you will realise, the happiness of being
simple and patience or the ability to
sustain anger.

shooo!

2010-03-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

hate backstabberrs,
or people who act to be nice,
but carrying a knife behind.

我讨厌你！

don't think you are funny, because you aren't.

2010-03-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

have you ever tried humiliating
someone yet you think you're funny?

sorry, regret to tell u,
you aren't humorous. thanks.

btw, mireen went gym again.
guess i cant work out too much,
if not muscle will start growing yeah? -.-
must be balanced!

mireen looking for JOB

spare your thoughts for others.

2010-03-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

perhaps, it seems nothing to you.

perhaps, you think that others wouldn't mind it.

but you'll never. KNOW.

actually there are really a lot of things that people
may missed out upon. for example,
just by throwing rubbish on the floor yeah?
you like live in a city full of rubbish huh.
then you should live in a rubbish truck.

perhaps today you said something you didn't
mean to, but people will take it for real.
i always regret doing this -.- to my family.
because it seems so "not wrong" just speaking
anything because you THOUGHT that they
will be alright hearing those.
but.

sorry, no.
SORRY SORRY SORRY ~ ni ka ni ka ni ka~
ba juoh ba juoh~ ah whatever the spellings may be.

however, i don't have the courage to say i am sorry
to my mum or whoever, so it will always be
the time when i write my birthday card for
my mother (: or whoever!

perhaps if you heard something bad from your
friends, you will never know it meant good
or bad, so just don't be too angry at first,
think about it and see how yeah?

but i always know for my state,
its always bad. so shut up~
HAH.

mireen needs moneyyy!

2010-03-15T11:09:00.002+08:00

i wanna get a
microphone~
audio interface~
keyboard~
videocamera~
and those professional camera!

i want to have lessons~
dancing lessons,
vocal lessons,
korean lessons ( im going thru now)

RAHH RAH RAM MA MA
AH RAHHH!

can you ($$) just drop from the sky? ):

EXERCISE!

2010-03-15T00:14:00.001+08:00

went running today and
practiced dumbbells at a gym,
god. -.- not tired.
hAH!
it was because i only exercised for 30 mins?

Oh Jung Soon Concert (:

2010-03-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

here to update about oh joon sung concert
on 1st feb, its like damn bloody long ago.
sorry! >.<

-.- bloody hell, where did my words went to. SHIT.
anyways shall rewrite again. DAMN.

oh joon sung teacher's concert was fabulous.
musical band and the 3 girls he brought was
bloody DOPE.
and the rapper, mario? don't really remember his
name though, SORRY!
really professional, except for the super
sharp voice of the girls,
kind of irksome for my ears ._.

anyway!
SHINee, god.
No words to describe. you should
KNOW THE ANSWERS.

and i got to know a lovely girl there!
her name is ANKE! (: from germany.
hah, i have a penpal now. (:
anyway shinee fans, please
dont scream to much when you see them.
KNOW WHEN YOU SHOULD SCREAM and when
you shouldn't!
you should enjoy their music and not
just scream. i am a fan too,
i don't see myself screaming ALL THE TIME.
no offence, i just thought that this is
how they felt too. (:

have manners yeah?

the entrance ;D
SHINee!
OPPPAAAA~
ANKE!
appearance of concert hall!

2010-03-11T14:58:00.001+08:00

omg. i just saw flasher
at blk 522 bus stop just now.

hmphs.

why am i always seeing flasher.
since i was primary 5, i saw like 3 or 4 alr.
god damn.

do i look like someone who is
easy to bully?
shit youuuu

501th post.

2010-03-07T23:38:00.003+08:00

o.o

..

......

hmm. did i wrote soooo many post?
didn't realised at all. ._.

ugh, couldn't rotate the picture. damnit.
anyways.

something happy happened today.
not really, just surprising.
haha i used one one dollar coin to get a toy
from those machine. first try and i got it.
amazing yeah? just had the feeling that i could
get it and wooouahhhh.

..
...

okay. so.
i realised something.
if i am accomodating,
doesn't mean that other people will too.
it is like.
you may be angry over something,
but others won't.
hah.

and recently, i have
been thinking of someone just
too much.
don't be selfish girl.

Korea trip 2nd day ;D

2010-02-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

안녕!
2nd day at koreaaa~
went to dreamland which is from
samsung company if i am not wrong (:
first we went to the so called safari
then some 3d max thingy..
then went to a magniicent place for photo taking :D
요기노무예쁜데! its very beautiful here (:
after that went for lunch-
topokki! ricecakes and some soup
then went to a boat ride to watch
different cultures of country made by dolls.
oh, ferris wheel tooo.

yeap, thats for dreamland,
after that we went to yeosu premium outlet
which sells branded goods that are kind of
outdated so its like 30% cheaper?
reebok bag selling at 15 bucks siahhhh!
but i didnt buy ): hmm, guess its nt
my style to carry it? (:

hmm, oh and it was so cold that it
is kind of unbearable to stay outdoor
at the dreamland and the outlet there -.-
LOL, i kept running to each outlet to hide
from e cold. also at the theme park,
where it has warmer.

can u see
the snowww~

the liger?
mixture of lion
and tiger :D

the safari!

see how thick im wearing.

LOL

the magnificent
place i talked abt

my cute mummy!

the boat ride

the topokki!

yeosu premium outlet!

cute rightt ;D

the place i slept~

daemmuyung resort?
dont remember ._.

dinner? ;D

My dreammm

2010-02-26T14:15:00.002+08:00

finally, end of examinations :D
went to sugar loaf last week with classmates ;D

this cake - 노무맜히타! deliciouss

been dancing lately, wanna show my face ;D

Omg, guess what,
i dreamt of 종현 todayy,

with 요근, damn funny.

i was quarrelling with my dad over something,

oh wells,

its in my mindd. :D

mimi :D

you will never know..

2010-02-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

when u think that the person
is the one who know you most,
you will realise it isn't..

perhaps as an accomodating person
doesn't suit me..
you'll never know when you will
blow up.

korea trip day 1 (:

2010-02-14T22:25:00.016+08:00

FINALLY.

Seriously, i am real lazy to rearrage my photos.
so.. please bear with it yeah?
i went with my mum, aunt, peggy(my cousin)
and with her boyfriend who is a korean.
i am just gonna say my itenaryy so here it goes!

Went on the airplane with a 6hours of
elaspse time to reach korea..
reached, change into the prepared 'winter' clothes.
but i didnt wore a lot.
just a winter tee and a winter jacket. (:
so after that,
2 hours of travel time to dong dae mun.
Migliore was closed unfortunately
as it was a monday? yeah.

so first we went eating at a food stall,
first time i saw a warmer that looks like that.
GOD.

it seems that kimchi is a dish that cannot
be missed, its in EVERY meal i had or we had.
so next we went pyong hwa market if i am not wrong,
and actually i dont even know where i am walking.
LOL. Sean was the tour guide for the day.

humph. so after that we went to erm.
doosan tower? (sorry its doota) ._. for a drink.
the mocha was fabulous :D
ahh i feel like drinking it once again ):

anyway after that we went to sauna at erm.. LOL
i dont remember the building.. gosh. its beside
migliore though.. ~_~

and it ends my first day itenary. (:

The sauna with 78 degree.
god. i think it will burn me out
even though its winter. -.-

i think this is the crystal
room? dont remember...

the timing is NOW

the eggs we had..

rice tea!
SWEETT

my mum and aunt in the sauna's
provided clothes.

nice design huh

my mum and i at the cafe.

MOCHA.

the pancake i had
after a fulfilling meal.
SINFUL.
but delicious xD

RICE CAKES.

WARMER.

food stall that i visited.

Enjoyable plane ride. (:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2010-02-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

happy new year ppl!
im having hard time with my nail polish -.-

oh wells. may you guys
enjoy this chinese new year

drink and eat well :D
love your family and friends! xD

Arrival of new year in few days time

2010-02-09T14:19:00.004+08:00

I always thought that new year is a time
where i can take rest and enjoy the delicacies.

AND.

guess what i had?

exhaustion from school work,
lost of wallet ( i had to replace lots of cards),
dance practices (this is bearable since i enjoy it)
had to put up with some people that i dislike.
i still have to tidy up my bloody roooooom.

(: nice huh.
shucks.
furthermore,
i couldn't eat much during CNY since
im on a diet ( my arms are growing back! T___T )

BUT. im still gonna work hard.
no worries.

SHINee's concert or rather Oh Joon Sung's concert
was a real success and i met them like HAH!.
finally!

not long after will be my main exams,
and it will be suffering since im striving for
good results.
( i always think that a passing grade is good enough) -_-"
but oh wells,
i can do it.
so can youuu,
so can ONEW. :D

SHINES!

If you realise, my
face is FATTER.
UGH

TESTS up.

2010-02-03T23:01:00.001+08:00

psychology ,
Business computing skills,
communication skills 2.

exhaustion

SHINee

2010-02-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

GOD.
i saw 'em.

jonghyun can really electrify people,
even when i find him dao.
I can still remember his gaze -.-
WHY IS HIS EYES SO BIG.

Minho is really charismatic too,
he really smiles sweetly to you (:

KEY, at first thought that he's a dao person,
but he isn't (:
smiled sweetly too (:

TAEMIN, still a young boy, don't know how to
electrify people. HA

ONEW. as kind as heart warming as ever.
i wan to marry him! HAHA.

아자아자 fighting

2010-01-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

helloo.
finally, its over with the performance.
there's still a finale on 20march,
so be there to watch it alrights (:

i daresay our hardwork is definitely
paid off, but it can always be better.

Everyone did well, and i want to thank someone.
Huan Jie Laoshi (:
he put in his effort for us
and really, i can feel it. thank you (:

by the way, i cut my hair (:
this time it really looks like key one already!
:D

i am meeting shinee tomorrow! :D

its up.

2010-01-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's performance is up on youtube now (:

More More More

Ta hai shi bu dong

Victoria's Secret - wei duo li ya de mi mi

JUST high.

2010-01-24T02:52:00.002+08:00

done with performance - live on saturday?
i don't remember the event name..

anyway, everyone did their best today.
YOU GUYS ROCK. (:

i'll upload the video soon,
and the photos are already on facebook,
so check it out in my profile page.

i went "gaga" over the games
we had at HKcafe. LOLS.
totally madness.

and mireen is tired but high (:
gotta keep going on. (:

fighting people~

i am BUSY

2010-01-22T00:54:00.002+08:00

I can guarantee you that 8 hours
of sleep is definitely not enough for me.

Why do people see me tired when i
am alright? This is something that i
don't understand.

Finally done with OB role play and
communication skill group role play! :D
Tomorrow got to hand up reflection
journal of 1000-2000 words. -__-
ITS KILLING ME YEAH?

I just came back for ocean butterflies..
Finally final rehearsal ended..
was thinking of having a good sleep
tomorrow after korean but got to practice.
my throat is struggling for fresh air mans.
): ugh.

believe that you can do it.
show it (:

good night.

Don't be afraid to lose.

2010-01-22T00:53:00.002+08:00

Give it all out what you have got

20 minutes and im definitely 18.

2010-01-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

thanks a lot to the people
who sent me their beautiful wishes today (:
appreciated it.
first time my facebook FLOODED.
-.-

you wouldn't want to see the name list here.
LOL.

anyway. received presents from hmm.. (in sequence)
kelvin brudder,
felix,
christopher aka milo,
regina dear and yikang daddy,
and from felix again.. (:

and i get my angbaos from grandmaa
and my parents as well :D
wheets!
thanks a lot for your pressiee!

thanks my regina dear for handling meee
my birthday present when she's super
DUPER tired. YOU ARE LOVED (:
thanks DADDY FOR THE PRESENT TOO :D

thanks kelvin gege for coming down to my
small celebration party :D when u're damn busy
from your work! xD APPRECIATED IT.
lovelove!

mr felixxxx, you should start saving on your MONEY.
still, thanks for your flowers and present (:
appreciated it loads! goma oh!
please save more for yourself! you're loved too! (:

*MR CHRISTOPHER. thanks for your flowers.
must be damn ex right. AS WELL BUY
me smth branded. ROAR. IT CANNOT
STAY WITH ME FOREVER ):
BUT k la LOVE YOU LA. LOL.

i'll update again.
TIRED.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~

2010-01-13T00:08:00.002+08:00

HAHA. thanks people for the wishes (:
ESPECIALLY regina neo xin yi. xD
she's the first to sing me a birthday song.
HAHA. i'll do SO TOO.

thanks cr, kelvin brudder, yikang daddy &
christina mummy, wenhao
and of course my REG dear dear to
celebrate with me at fish and co just now :D

*appreciated it moreover its the rushing week
for performance. everyone is sick or else
practicing! (:

I'll update more tomorrow.
Have to sleep really soon.
I don't wanna have a panda eye ):
RECEIVED MY first present from kelvin BRUDDER! xD

Updates! (:

2010-01-08T22:15:00.002+08:00

humph. pimples.
i can feel it coming. DARN.

anyways. Guess what?!
My korean teacher doesn't know how to
speak english or chinese AT ALL.
Good game :D

Luckily -.- i can understand a little,
or else i'll be dead. like HUH?

anyway.. project submission week
is coming... Let me recap what i have to do huh..

1.communication skill (online and proj)
2.ob article
3.micro group
4.public speaking (exam -speech for 5 mins)
5.psychology group
6.geog group (japan)
7.BCS.

HA, damn it.
i ain't enjoying this year man! UGH.

anyway.. im turning 18 soon.
So i want to copy someone's idea to buy myself
a branded stuff.
But, i am kind of wondering what i should buy..
Bag? Wallet? Earphones? Clothes?
Accessories?

Definitely not cosmetics and beauty product
since i just came back from korea right. -.-
just some analytical thinking here.

Lets see.. Leather jacket? hmmm...
Necklace or earrings?
If branded... What kind of brand?
-.- The brands that i like is really limited.
Its probably too expensive. For example..
Burberry and Mont Blanc -.-
Esprite (se) or Forever 21? Some comments please~
Headache ahh. See how bahh (:

Hmm.
Anyway. On that day i am
going out to eat with my parents so.
Yayy~ -.- i am a busy woman,
difficult to take out time. HAH.

I realised.
人都是一样的，
好的，坏的。
不管你曾经有多在乎，
有多难过……
它还是会过去的。
会被淡忘的……
何不往前看呢？

anyways!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIANEU! (:
you rocks baby!

hoping that the memories doesn't go away...
be it the past, or the future.
be it sadness, or happiness.

crazy start.

2010-01-05T23:16:00.003+08:00

starting of the year and i'm
already feeling over-burdened.

-.- the number of works i have to
do is like exaggerating. Perhaps not for
you but yes for me. ~_~
can someone just wake me up if this is a
DREAM?!

let's list down the stuffs i got to do....
1. Microeconomic project - indi
(handing up tomorrow)
2. Microeconomic project - group (25th jan)
3. OB group project - 15 jan
4. Psychology project.
5. Geography for travel and tourism
(blog critique)
6. 验收- 宇宙小姐， eternal flame by atomic kitten.
7. Performance at the front of civic plaza
on 23 jan, 维多利亚的秘密，他还是不懂，moremoremore.

I bet i am going to die soon. ROAR.
The amount of workload is killing me. Furthermore,
next week is my BIRTHDAY. UGH!
IM DYING.
but i'll keep going..
KOREA.

p.s. i'll update about korea after my birthday (:

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T20:47:00.003+08:00

Happy new year guys and girls!
A fresh year ahead for me, also for you guys! (:

I bet everyone have their wishes for this year
and so do i!
I also have my own target that i want to accomplish
as well too (: everyone, strive hard! xD

shall list down my targets (:
1. don't be forgetful anymore.
(i lost 2 thumbdrive already! ): )
2. Slim down!
3. Improve dancing! (control, techniques)
4. Improve singing! (pitch and pronunciation)
5. Improve keyboard!
6. Impress the teachers *smirks
7. Good exam results!
8. Become more pretty. xD LOL
9. Be a tidy personnn!
10. Save moneyy!
11. Go korea and japann~
12. Spread more love! xD
13. No laziness! ROAR
14. DO my very best (:
15. Be more sensitive towards other people's feeling.

Hmm. Why more sensitive towards other people feeling?
Because i understand how it feels getting shoot by
other people i guess.
I won't pinpoint to who but, please take a thought
for your friends. (:
Even a dog has feeling, what about you?

Happy New Year!
13 days to my birthday!
*winks

I regretted.

2009-12-30T13:24:00.001+08:00

don't be mistaken.

i regretted that i eaten TOOOO
much for lunch. -.-
HAHA, okay it isn't funny.

dance from 6-10? sounds good.
BUT. i wanna watch my SHOW!
OBJECTION!

MIO BOX IS DOWN.

2009-12-29T17:41:00.003+08:00

): damn, no internet at home
until tomorrow ))))):

i've got damn loads of project to do
(because i've forgotten it. LOLS)
so i'll be dead meat for this week
i guess. (:

btw thanks people for the encouraging
comments! its a lot appreciated! ^^V

and nadine dear, no worries (:
when im free i'll come up with part 2! ^^V

anyways, lee hyori is HOT.
bloody.
HOT.

she's 30+, and still LOOKS YOUNG.
even though it might be the cause of surgery,
BUT.
she's good (:
LEARNING POINTS! *

SHINee's fanfic for iluvkey_nadz!

2009-12-24T11:51:00.009+08:00

annyong! merry christmas! (:
here's your present in my little blogg (:

How should i start it?
HMm... here it goes!

when key was young, both of his parents are working.
Hence, he was sent to a day care center.
As he was in primary 2, he was asked to mixed with
the primary 2 students, whom are onew, taemin, jonghyun,
minho, nadine, mireen and tae yeon.

He spent his time happily together with them,
singing, dancing and doing work together..
He felt whole, as he was the only child in his family.
Even if there was time when they quarrelled,
they still love each other as a family..

As the days goes on, key started to feel something for nadine..
He doesn't know why he like to disturb her sooo much..
He treats it as a pleasure, having her disturbing him back too.

As taemin was good friends with key, he actually asked him,
"ommo, do you actually like nadine? it seemed to look like it,
seeing you disturbing her so much."

Onew heard and ran to both of them and said " jin cha? (really?)
aigooo, you 2 make a good matchhh! hohoho."
thinking.. *now my rival is gone. MUAHAHAHHAAS*

and....
*BAM* he fell down.

Key sighed, pulled him up and said,
"aishhh! it isn't the first time already!
ONEW SANGTAE KA? (is it onew condition?)"

key replied, "nae, mo-la-neun-dae.. (i, don't know...)
maybe? but it couldn't be!"

Onew said, "Don't lie to yourself anymore!
even though we are still young, we still have
feelings! go for it! aja aja fighting!"
Taemin exclaimed, "But, if i am not wrong,
Minho likes her too. Look at his eyes when he
sees her! Key, don't regret if you lose this opportunity!"
Key replied," I'll see how.. I heard that my family
are gonig to migrate soon. I don't want to break her heart.."

Want to read more? wait for next fanfic, part 2!
MERRY CHRISTMASSSS

im just gonna be offensive for once.

2009-12-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

There are always bound to have some
people who have nothing to do at home
to go around blog-hopping in order to
grab some attention.

It only shows how immature some people are,
or how ugly they are in their hearts.

However, thanks to them, i woke up somehow.
i realised the way i blog is kind of immature too.
so i am going to blog in proper english from
today, 22dec2009 4.19p.m. onwards.

I really don't want to waste time answering their
doubts to protect myself from their comments, but
oh wells, i am going to do it.

To be frank, no one can really say they don't get affected
by those harsh comments that the people say.
There will be times when i doubt myself if i can do it too.
I am not someone who is unrealistic or else,
i would be asking myself to fly instead.

SO, i am going to reply to this 2 person, mr anon and passer.
For whoever you are, perhaps you will hate me,
feel like slapping me, realise you are such an immature kid,
realise that there's still such a word as dream or whatsoever,
i am not going to care.
If i do, i am just simply falling into your trap, and being an
national idol will definitely suffer from this kind of things
some day anyway.

PASSER.
you asked me to stop dreaming right? Haven't you heard
of 美梦成真? maybe you are not chinese educated but oh wells.
it means beautiful dreams can come true.
and you said that people reading my blog will laugh out loud right.
by all means, laugh~ if i could bring laughters to my readers,
why not? having happiness in the world is the best thing to have.
and how do you know that they will laugh,
are you some god?

korea and taiwan not possible for me huh, so its possible for you?
impossible= i m possible.
please, if you think i can't, by all means you can keep your comments
to yourself. If you think i can't and want to stop me. You simply can't.
I am doing what i want to allow me not to regret in future.
Life is just once, why waste it.

I didn't say that i can become idol just because i can sing and dance.
Do you think that i don't have the brain to think of that?
Its about if you can do it well, if you think you can do better,
go ahead and try it out yourself. Why come here and tell me
i can't? Is it because you are guilty that you can't so you head
off around telling everyone that you can't OH you can't.
There are other idols around too, so what do you think they are?

Anyway. I DID see snow, i'll blog it up soon. thanks for your comments.
and i hope you don't feel offended too. Even if you are, it is none of
my business since you are the first person who goes around
shooting off inappropriate remarks about people's dream.
If i were your mother, i would feel embarassed.

ANON.
It isn't the first time you came my blog isn't it.
Aren't you feeling bored of it? Or perhaps you actually loved it so
much that you are reading it everyday? -.-
No one comes with the perfect talent for anything.
SO you mean you can actually have it once you're born?
Oh wells, go ahead and be a perfect person and be the USA president
or whatever you want to be.

For your information pitching can be trained.
DO you mean that babies can't learn? So why are you talking
in english? Using a computer? Don't be a retard.

Anything can be learnt. Be it language, posture or
whatever it is. and please don't call me darling.
it just makes me feel like puking.

Wake up too, haven't you heard that Lee Kuan Yew said
that learning is a lifelong journey? Don't be an idiot
go around trashing people's dream. Why not
support them and give them advices? You are just making
people to hate you. Perhaps you're stupid enough to do it then.

-MY own opinions.
perhaps people ask me why do i want to be singer?
is it even possible?
can you make it?
oh come on, it is so difficult, just give it up.

If you're asking me to give it up, i can say you aren't
my friend. A normal friend would ask you to keep it up,
strive for your best. GO do it! Rock the stage!

It is my ambition and dream to be a singer and dancer.
It is up to me to think about my own dream. Not yours.
I am here, trying my best. If i can't make it in the end,
by all means, i won't regret. At least i did my best.
If god bless me, i succeed, i would definitely go with my promise
that i made with them.

If you are wondering what is the promise, you will never
know. (: It is my secret.

AND READERS, i am back in SIN!
wait for my korea trip posting! (:

annyongg! - not hi, but bye guys!

2009-12-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

helloo peoplee!
i guess i wont be here until next tuesday
because i'll be going to korea on
ONEW's birthday! which is on next mondayy~
:D

ONEW HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY! xD
cant wait to goo mans! :D :D
must be damnnn cold~
damn damn bloody cold.
but oh wells. it will be my first time to see snow!
gosh~ HAHAS :D

enjoy ur sch holidays! ^^V
mireen will be back refreshed!

nervous....

2009-12-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

after watching big bang's documentary.
im kind of nervous now.
thinking if im too late to join korean's artiste company =/

its like none of them started training in 18..
): but i trained in singapore first what!
ROARS.
oh wells. now im only working hard towards
taiwan/korea.
so if korea cannot, i'll make it to taiwan at least
den i can venture to korea (:
i must aja aja fighting!
i'll not lose any seconds to improveee when i can!

FIGHTING!
*tremendous training coming ahead in front. (:
just do it!

2009-12-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

annyong!

had my yanshou yesterdayy...
wasn't really happy abt it
because i made some mistakes
and once again..
its PITCHING.
):
i seriously gotta work on that mans!
aja aja fighting! xD

DO RE DO MI DO FA DO SO DO LA DO TI DO DO!
next target on fighting- PITCHING!

anyway i got my iphone today!
thanks to my dear dad :D
GOMAOH~ xD
SARANGHAE！
oh and one of the teacher actually
said that i can electrify guys.
*smirks. LOL

anyways. i need to buck up.
excited for korea.
EXCITED FOR IPHONEEE :D

2009-12-09T18:19:00.001+08:00

hmm.
in an hours or 2 hours time..
i'll be having my yanshouu.

watching shinee's performance,
big bang's and hyori's to push me up.

im excited/.
but.
i dont want to get excited now -.-
LOLS.
i don't know when have i started
to love the tiredness after finishing a song during
yanshou. (:

i'll do my best.
and show to my mum (:
i did it!

2009-12-08T13:34:00.005+08:00

introducing my new discoveryyyy! :D
BIG BANGG!

daesung cha gia is sooo cute.
even though he's ugly that's why
he's cute = ugly but adorable. LOL.
NO he's not ugly. HAHAS.
but TOP and G dragon and taeyang is damnn
damnn damnnnn COOL.

BIGBANG! NOMU SARANGHAE!

while i was back on some bus...
i think 103 -.-
i saw a blooddy white spider.
colour that are more noticable is more scary
righttt?! gosh. scare the hell out of me. LOL

and here's my new haircut once again!
im so gonna fight for yanshou! aja aja fighting!

having exams tomo T___T
and yanshou 2 hrs after exam.
wonderful~
and.. korea next mondayyy!
dinner on sundayy :D
APEC DINNER ON FRIDAY.
;D

eo-tteo-ka-ji?

2009-12-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

im kind of agitated now?
stressed? nope.
flaring up? yes.
irritated? maybe.

ugh. i hate this.
perhaps the hormones in my body is mixing
my emotions up now. damn it.
ate too much chocolate.
but the coco exotic is really nice! >.<
perhaps i ate too much..
which cause this bloody effect.

anyways! im having psycho test tomo,
BCS on friday.
chiong beh? yes.
and i wont be studying BCS most likely.
cos tomo will be dance and vocal training at night.
may god bless me >.<

they'll be my guardian angels! (:

i'll shine & be charasmatic like KEY oppa!

why? mo-la-soh~
be happy! think of onew oppa (:

Family Outing . HILARIOUS

2009-12-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

people, u shld really watch this.
i laughed till my stomach ACHE.
LOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

btw, i did studied. but i also need a rest right! (:

2009-12-01T00:04:00.003+08:00

"I believe that with hard work, there will be fruits of labor to be reaped." - Onew "Knowing nothing is medicine." - Onew annyong!
hahas onew's wisdom words.
kind of trueee :D nope, its very true.
i wanna come up with a fanfic for onew soon ^^
after my exams.

talking abt my exams ..
i have loads of them coming up -.-
SHIROH.
i hate it -.-
okok. so it means that i'll blog lesser huh.
*maybe only.
LOl.
anywayyyy imma tired. *PUFFS
off to slp!
ANNYONG!

btw, i said im going to cut my hair right!
here are e pics :D:D:D

comments! xD

2009-11-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

"I might not know where you are or what you are doing right now, but if you hear my voice will you come to me?"

- Onew

2009-11-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

"To choose our own way is not an easy thing to do, but everybody has their own choice."
- Key

"My ideal girl must cute, smart, good skin, gentle, close to my age. ^^"
- Taemin
(it will be me. LOL)

"I followed what the dog did, but then I realized that I'm a human."
- Onew
(KWIYO DEH!)

"Fan: "I'm right behind you.........."Onew: "Behind me is the wall.""
- Onew
(LOL)

"I haven’t been chosen yet because I didn’t want to get picked."
- Onew

"When you laugh, you receive luck."
- Onew

"Whether you do well on stage or not, it’s the whole experience that counts."
- Key

"When the situation is awkward, say 'LAA'!"
- Onew

hahas these are the medicine or ecstasy
that makes me work harddd.
their confidence, their team work, onew's humour.
hahha brightens my day!
:D working hard. AJA AJA HWAITING.
im going korea on onew's birthday! OMGGGG.

mireen is back. STRONG.

2009-11-25T21:41:00.002+08:00

i look damn zhuai right.
this is call COOL.

anyway. working hard for dance.
ROAR. sharpen it sharpen it~
i realise sometimes my facial emotions..
TOO MUCH ALR. den look DAMN UGLY.
LOL. u go see my fb de dance photos u'll
understand what i mean mans. -.- ugh.

ANYWAY. my hubby is sweet.
really sweet. HAHA dont tell u guys.
its secret :X

OKAYOKAY.
so now, i gotta spend money once again -.-
ON SHOES.
ON winterclothes- shld i? -.-
ON HAIR. (im cutting my hair next monday- key's fringe)
ON MANICURE -shld i do it myself? -.-

cutting down expenses on
FOOD (im dieting what).

see my fatty arms.

and im going to show u skinny arms in 2 weeks time.

AJA AJA HWAITING!

NOW. from today onwards.

STRICTLY DIET. NO RULES BREAKING.

NO MEAL AFTER 8. not even snack!

ROARRRR.

*i wanna be a singer,

and i will BE ONE.

APEC

2009-11-25T20:41:00.004+08:00

now that apec is over...
hmm i've got more free times. LOL.
shall show u what i had there for lunch and
hw does the information desk looks like.

*p.s. i lazy wear contacts, thats why i was
wearing specs. for the first day.

they actually have salad bar~ *GOSH

looks nice right!

staff canteen. nice right?!

the day before officially start of apec.
had briefing there~

information desk with james~

partner for the 1st day!

im in tutorial now. *smirks

2009-11-24T11:30:00.003+08:00

HAHA, im actually using lappy in my class. ;x
anyway woohoo, my reader rate
finally reach 10,000.

yippee :D

okay. hectic schedule todayyy~
after sch end at 6,
going ob self training for dance,
then lesson with chun.

i swear i'll diet in order to allow me to go
korea to MUM MUM~
xD

and damn it, i wonder if there's season 2 for
you're beautiful...
-.- left with 4 episode.
and there;s still loads of parts and pieces they haven
state properly and also.
i wantt to see the real GO MI NAM.
its like she acted it quite cool~ so yeah.
i want to act in some drama like that too.

DARN IT.
working hard for pitchinggg ~

the day we'll see less of each other.

2009-11-23T01:41:00.002+08:00

(:
hey people,
im currently at tunglok classic
at orchard parade hotel's office nowww.

and i admit, kind of seh now.
-.- because i drank a bit of johnny walker.
lol O.o ah,
my boss's last day of work (:
-.- ok. im seh, but nt drunk.
just feeling sleepy
perhaps its because of my level of tiredness
as well -.- try working from sat 6-1, and then sunday
11-1... i daresay. you'll definitely be tired.

and i only slpt for bloody 4 hrs. ROAR.

furthermore, i was called out of banquet hall because
of the reserve table not being used.
OH. let me say smth.

CONGRATS JIONGSHUN LAOSHI!
saw his wedding today! :D
LOLS. i saw.. huan jie laoshi, yaden, gary laoshi,
wencong laoshi, peichang laoshi, huan liang laoshi and
michael laoshi and jian feng laoshi and the recording studio
laoshi, forgive me im kind of seh now. LOLS.

oh wells, really glad to at least see him get married. HAHA.
anyway, was called to the kitchen to do some stuff.
and one of them include the bloody chopstick.
u've got to put them into some cover.
which IS bloody boring.
furthermore no one is helping me.
and kind of frustated over something.

alrights, i gotta go to help someone

someone who is impt to me....

2009-11-21T00:47:00.002+08:00

): someone is simply trying
to not allow me to sleep by telling
me something she shldn't have said -.-

i feel WIDE AWAKE NOW.

oh well, it allows me to do my work. -.-
maybe i'll cancel my work tomo. oh wells.
see how.

may god bless him ):

onew oppa, hope you recovered!

2009-11-20T01:40:00.002+08:00

"[Host] Is there anyone who would like to compliment Onew?
[Members] . . .
[Onew] If there isn't anyone, I'll compliment myself. I'm doing well as a leader."

-onew!

"[Question] The dish that your most confident in...
[Onew] Scambled Egg
[Jonghyun] Oh. I never heard of that."

-onew!

"Onew always walks coolly in front of many people but in the end he trips."

-KEY OPPA

hahas. he's so bubbly kwiyo!(cute)
and i agree that people should compliment themselves
to allow them to look forward
and work harder like ME. :D
and i think onew is kind of like me. LOL.
will always hmm, kind of clumsy >.<
i got onew sangtae!(condition)
AJA AJA HWAITING.
missingyouu`

oh, and btw i watched some of the ep 13.
hohoho, im damn pleased with shinwoo now.
NOW ONLY.
MYAHAHAHAHHAHA!
shinwoo oppa aja aja hwaiting!
and as what i have guessed, it is damn right.
the reporter found out with the bloody photo.
HAHAHAHA mireen can be private investigator.
*smirks

you're beautiful

2009-11-20T00:15:00.004+08:00

(my last yanshou look)

Hey guys! You're beautifullll! xD
you're handsomee tooo~

HAHAAS.
episode 13 is out, im thristy to watch it
BUT BUT BUT.
bloody public speaking draft is dragging me
silently away from it ):
SHIROH!

ken-cha-nah-yo~ aja-aja-hwaiting!
you can do it mireen~!

back from vocal lesson, determined
to improve it like FREAKING FAST.
UGH. god please help me will yah?
i know you're kind. please do~

when the rain falls,
you know the sun will always come out after it.
(NOT INCLUSIVE OF THE NIGHT. oh wait,
moon reflects sun light. okay okay.
NOT INCLUSIVE OF 1st and 30th!)

god, im suffocating, everything is like sucking me apart.
NOT A PART. BUT APART. -.-
OB, COMMSKILLS, PSYCHOLOGY, BCS(im done YAY),
MICRO?!,PUBLIC SPEAKINGGGGG AND GEOG.

can just split me into 7 mireen and do it?

this post is solely for shinwoo oppa!

2009-11-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

watch it.

if you're watching the show, i guess
you'll cry like i do.
erm but, im quite emotional lah,
so yeah. ):

AJA AJA FIGHTING!

2009-11-18T10:35:00.002+08:00

hellooo~
mireen is back on her report now.
got nothing to do -.-
because i finished the show. DAMN.
waiting for the next episode :D:D

ah shinwoo chagia!
chom saranghae! :D:D
): he shld be with go min nyu! ROAR.
okay la, actually taekyung also not bad.
JEREMY ALSO NOT BAD.
ALL NOT BAD. SO IRRITATING!

anywayyy. working hard for yanshou now.
since its the eliminating round.
NOT WORKING HARD ONLY BUT EXTRA HARD.
perhaps its a wake up call for me ):

im gonna try to ELECTRIFY THE JUDGES.
but can i?
i think i'll laugh. LOLOLOLOLS

wondering if when i really become a singer what
i will do to help the needys. lols.
weird huh.
~_~
im gonna donate money BUT.
if i wanna debut in korea,
donate where -.-
donate singapore or korea.
or maybe both? but what if people
think that im just acting to be kind so i can
be on the headline -.-
so irritating right?!
AH, i'll just do what i think is right to do (:
AJA AJA HWAITING~!

just sharing with u a mv of you're beautiful :D
its a really nice show. :D

HONGKI IS SOOOO CUTE.
AJA AJA HWAITING!
i wanna venture in korea :D:D:D

2009-11-15T11:01:00.002+08:00

anehasehyo!
cho num mireen imida.

hahah.
im kind of busy with apec work
recently. with tunglok group and
also marriott hotel sitting there
as information counter -.-
i can tell u its damn boring.

BUT I NEED THE CERT. LOLS

anyway currently im watching this drama,
YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

HONGKI IS DAMN CUTE.
SHINWOO IS LIKE MY IDEAL BF :X
TAEKYUNG IS GOT ATTITUDE~

hahahas so jealous of them.
but watching this show, it motivates me to
strive harder to become a singer as well.
nothing is impossible (:
just believe in yourself!
AJA AJA HWAITING!

i'll show my bosses WHAT THEY WANT.

Jonghyun's back from h1n1!

2009-11-12T15:31:00.003+08:00

COMPARE and
seriously, you can see how weak he is.
he cracked in a few parts. and clearly,
he's not feeling well as in not that confident
dont smile that much ):
you can also see how hard he's trying to do his best.
being one of his admirer, i pei fu him. like seriously.
as a singer, you shouldn't let your fans down.
so yeap. MY LEARNING JOURNEY!

stupid artiste company caused him to be in this
situation lorrrr! dont let him rest!
hope onew rest enough and recover like NOW.
i AM ANGRYYY. rawr.
):

AND omg, you're beautiful is a damn nice show.
HONGKI IS UBER CUTE.
OMG HONGKI IS LOVE <3

HAEUNDAE, the deadly tsunami....

2009-11-06T10:50:00.006+08:00

i can say its a very touching storyy..
but kind of moved too fast, as in the story line..
haha. because im too absorbed in it! rate it 8/10!
and i can say im one of the few
who's the last one to watch it~!
and i watch with my new boyfriendddddddd.
mr felix a.k.a mr pig i bet when he see this
he'll be laughinggg
no la okay, smiling. shuang right.
I KNOW. LOL.

continued
alrights i shall post the synopsis here.

A popular vacation spot on the East Sea coast,

Haeundae draws one million visitors to its beaches

every year. One day, a geologist who is an expert

on tsunami research, discovers the East Sea showing

signs of activity similar to the Indian Ocean at

the time of the 2004 Tsunami. Despite his warnings,

the Disaster Prevention Agency affirms that Korea is

in no harm of being hit but on a hot summer day, a

super-tsunami is headed straight for Haeundae

at 500 miles per hour.

source: http://entertainment.sg.msn.com/movies/film.aspx?P_MediaID=36749

this movie taught me a lot of stuffs

1. people don't like to face troubles,

they rather avoid it. like what the Disaster

Prevention Agency does.

its like the moral teachings :

if u can, avoid the problem.

BUT it doesn't goes with ALL problems.

for example, the tsunami.

because u dont wan to face the problem,

u caused millions of deaths.

i bet he'll be guilty for life.

unless he's a cold-blooded person.

its like global warming also. isn't it?

people are saying singapore will sink,

not sink but flooded and covered by water in 50 years

time. and now, what government is doing?

we do not exactly know. but i do hope that they're doing

their very best to save the world.

haha, im leaving the topic alr, alrights. back to haeundae!

but still, be more conscious in saving the world!

2. treasure ur love ones before they leave you.

you'll never know when's the end of the world.

so dont ever regret doing things that you will.

i will definitely treat my mum better from now on okay.

its a promise and

PROMISES ARE NOT MEANT TO BE BROKEN!

hohoho.

3. apologise and be guilty-free

perhaps, u did something wrong before.

but no one is always right. its only the weight of the

problem. between killing an ant and a person..

its equally BAD. but people will always think.

human are much more important.

okok. im leaving the real meaning.

its like snatching a paper and a jewellery.

so, its always good to apologise and

receive what u shld get for punishment.

it always give a greater sense of security towards urself.

because, u know u did wrong and u're trying to change.

4. forgive and forget.

perhaps. ur fren is in a bad mood today.

and she scolded u.

but have u thought before that she might be gone

tomorrow? *CHOI TOUCH WOOD AH*

perhaps she knows she's wrong.

she's just embarassed to let u know.

or even, she apologised to u and u refused

to accept. are u going to wait till shes gone and then u'll accept?

perhaps she's in a moment of folly when she

did that to u. so just be kind hearted and thoughtful

to forgive. just think.

what if one day u're the one who did the same thing as her

5. find out the truth before u fall into it.

there's one girl character who haf a friend who's a bastard.

i guess he like her la, if nt he wouldn't try to snatch her

and say he's her future husband? but, nah, perhaps not

he might be just finding trouble for her.

poor lifeguard. they are the ones in love.

i mean lifeguard and the girl huh.

but its kind of weird la -.-

because. they got tgt in a weird way.

and in the end the lifeguard died ):

just to save her and the bastard.

ROAR.

oh wells, u bet i cried damn loads.

now thinking of it,
i still feel like crying.

BUT I'LL CONTROL CAN.

i'll update soon abt TPDE stuffs and of course.

confession :D:D:D

and perhaps my hubby :D

and poor onew is sick ):

and jonghyun just recovered.

may god bless onew recover NOW.

yes NOW.

-.- i bet i need to take injection alr.

dad nagg every day =/

but i really hate it -.-

somemore i also need to take injection for next year

ssm module.

UGH. painful neh. !

becoming batman.....

tiring day

2009-11-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

had a long day today.
was damn sleepy.
but i DIDNT FALL ASLEEP.
look at mireen's strong will power.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

however -.- when i went back to slp.
.... -.-
i woke up with a bad headache.
which is like DAMN.

why huh,
must be due to the energy used to force on
getting pissed off yesterday.
and i take back my words. haha.
im fine now.
had an uneasy sleep too -.-
damn. like pissed off sleep. LOL

okok.
i'll think what to do.
and i'll tell u my answer.

the composing time...

2009-11-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

ROAR. im agitated.

2009-11-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why
but im currently on a bad mood.
pms? definitely not. lols.

yeap. perhaps its because i dont wanna
sink in, or perhaps i should state it in this way
i dont know if i should believe someone
once again, kind of enlightened.
but doesnt mean one bad egg equal all bad egg right?

im confused. ):

also, the bloody cgh (i didnt write their whole name,
so they cant sue me!)
i called them to ask what's gonna happen to my finger
now because the doctor told me it would
recover in couple of days.
and now, its like a week plus and i cant totally bend
my finger YET.
and in fact, it still hurts, just not that painful.
and guess what, the nurse or doctor ask me
to go down again. and i asked if i need to pay
AND SHE SAID YES. like wth?
u told me it would recover in couple of days.
and now because of ur error i haf to pay?
wth is this. if its my personal injury okay la,
i pay! but its nt caused by me, but by someone else!

ROAR i feel maligned. damn.
okay, im pissed off now.
okay, okay.
im not going to be in a relationship without a formal
confession. DAMN.
whoever wants to go after me.
LOOK OUT.
i admit im kind of mad now
(due to the hormones going inside my brain)

AHHHHHHHHHH. relax woman.

just to share with u guys.
LOUVRE in paris, france.
damn nice right.
its an art museum.
source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Louvre_Cour_Carree.jpg

and my keyyy, who will open all doors for me. YES.

feel like cutting same fringe as him, looks cooool!
okay, feel better after ranting.

coming up with how girls can mesmerise a guy
or maybe confession part 3 ! HAHA.

i came sch 1 hr EARLY.

2009-10-30T09:06:00.003+08:00

okay, this is the result of being too
stressed up all because of some teacher. -.-
what a bitch,
im only late for like 1minute...

and she said she wanted to kick my group out
BECAUSE im the leader.. -.- wth?
she didnt because she dont bare to because
2 of my other member came early.. -.-?!
and if im late the next time, she'll what?
kick my whole group out. like... wth.

so -.- i came sch today earlier by 1 hr. because i
didnt check my schedule -.- it was 10 but i arrived
at 9?! LOL. okay, i suddenly think of shinee's song..

dont be silly girl..
you're my miracle.
OMG. damn hao ting!
and also, i like the beat in ring ding dong.
haha. okay im a shinee fanatic. xD

this few days loads of stuff happened..
performance on tuesdayy..
yesterday was yanshou..
tiring. finally *PHEW.
(:

will post up the videos soon,
really soon i promise!
i feel tired mans, i can actually slp 1 more hr.
DAMN IT.
okayokay,
im going to slp for 10 mins. :D
meanwhile, share with u..

SHINEE's RING DING DONG! live~

wounds everywhere. ): happy and tiring dayy.

2009-10-26T01:12:00.002+08:00

yooohh ppl, ugh my readers rate is dropping again.
can you do me a favour just by visiting my blog
like everyday >.< pretty please.lols

anyway. damn it, sprained my finger during
modern class on wednesday.
and it turn out to be swollen
LIKE AH SAUSAGE!
worse still. it cost my 75 bucks. WHY

firstly on thurs i went to tampines polyclinic for ccheckup..
in e end -.- they ask me go a&e because
their x ray system is closed. damn~
den they told me its gonnna be damn ex.
-.- worse still right. zzz
anyway.. no fracture. no breakbone.
only gotten some painkiller. -.- which is like
PANADOL. damn.
den i cant bend my index finger right hand now. SHIAT.

swollen has decreased tremendously YAY good news.
but tuesday im having my performance! DAMN

and yesterday was a tiring day for me as well.
having injured and working at the same time.
today also.. but the painfulness DID go away slightly.
all the best to me on tuesday performance
and thursday yan shou baaaaa.

good ngihts ppl! SMILEE :D

god, shivers up my spine.

2009-10-21T17:24:00.001+08:00

no lost to watch it mans,
u'll get loads of feelings.
HAHAS.

SHINEE.post2!

2009-10-21T16:27:00.001+08:00

just realised smth abt shinee's new video.

not definitely but maybe..
i noticed that they're kind of emphasising on
key and jonghyun for this album?
am i wrong.
but perhaps its because of the style
that's why. because clearly,
key and jonghyun is much more better for
this kind of bad boy style.
whereas minho, onew and taemin
is more for the good boy style. HAHAS.
so i predict tat

next song is gonna be good boy style.
HAHAHA.

prove me wrongg :D

and god, why are they doing global auditio at usa and canada -.-
i wanna go but its like uber far for me. hongkong still can lor -.-
mans. RAWRS.

TO SHINEE!

INDONESIA TRIP! :D

2009-10-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

the ferry i took :D

ferry terminal!

mireen was lazy to make up. so yeah

if im nt wrong this is
the place where they
keep the chickens, cos i can hear
they crowing.. lol

this nasi lemak was damn nice.

u shld try it! ROARS. (hotel's breakfast)

hotel swimming pool (:

the market..

the88 mall.

wet market.

-.- super unhygiene. lols.

anyway, sorry for this uber late post,

furthermore all the photos are jumbled up.

for more photos, please go to my facebook to see. :D

and mireen is so gonna skip public speaking lecture tomo.

LALALALLAS.

just came back from dance, done with the song, YAY.

left with marcus and ta hai shi bu dong and

IM DONE. WOOOHOOOOOO.

aja aja hwaiting!

peipei's monday blue influenced me.

2009-10-20T02:25:00.002+08:00

lols. kind of suay.
bus broke down halfway just nw -.-

and in the end,
got off the bus,
get bitten by few mosquito, den got
on to another 70M in like
next 10+mins later . lols.

oh wells, mireen is tired,
mireen loves shinee.
mireen is going to bed.
good night.

SHINEE'S BACK!~~~

2009-10-19T19:56:00.001+08:00

KEY JONGHYUN AND ONEW CHAGIA

damn damn, so in love with them.
totally changed their image.
and yes jonghyun and key are the badboy
type im going to love as in the image.
HAHAHAHA. suppppppa handsome,
nice hairstyle! xD

and their styles for mv has been improved too.
key is suppa handsome. kind of leading me
towards him instead of onew! GOD.

THEIR LIVE.

THEIR MV.

can u see that jonghyun's hair is like double dye?!
his first appearance is super attractice and shocking in a good way.
which is much much better then his juliette style.
cos that style is simply ahbeng
(no offence kaes, i really love him beh)
for key is like, god mans, his bad boy image suits him like gawd.
i mean not that i like that bad boys, BUT
i like his style. xD i like good boys with bad boy style *smirks.

taemin.. hmm there's one hairstyle i dont really like.
but when he put his hair down. is god, handsome likeee!
minho, also put down hair nice,
cos i dont like guys who tie hair. ): or rather too long.
onew, not suitable for badboy la.
cos he's too kind to be one. xD that's why i love him so much.
LOL. but key is kind of pulling me to him.....
hohohohos.
kaes, will update abt shinee again! xD

BBQ!

2009-10-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

yay! finally felt like its kind of holiday
de feeeeeuuull. yet, it isn't enough. LOL.

talking abt holiday, it doesnt feel like one.
its like dance school instead.
everyday dance like siao cha bor. -.-
yeapp.
but TPDE IS DOPPPPEEE.

had bbq with the juniors and alson and serene
just nw, :D it was funnnnn.
and i finally gotten my korean handbook.
kind of chim but interesting the same.

what did i ate?
3marshmallowws.
2 satays.
1 burger(fake one LOL)
1 sausage and one CHICCCKKEEEN.

thanks alson and serene and alisha and loads
of ppl who cooked for us,
but im most satisfied with my own hotdog and chicccckkkeeen.
BECAUSE I COOKED IT. xD
and it tasted fabulous. HOHOHOHO.

hope i dont get sore throats tomo.
and off to amazing race in 10hrs time! :D

mata!
sayonara!
hwaitingggg!

oh and hectic schedule once again,
amazing race followed by model dance
THEN.
guan, MO, HUIHUIHUIHUIHUIHUI~

GOOD LUCK MY DEARS.

exhausted.

2009-10-14T23:44:00.005+08:00

just came back from modern dance.
woots, damn nice choreography by ryan today.
some more,he did it last MINUTE.

anyway, had fun at sentosa with asri and
the gangs which include audrey, amanda,
weisen, joshua, yi ming, jingying, jungyang
and eleanor dear! (:

i bet im nt going to get sunburn.
*SMIRKS.
really sorry that i skipped reggae.
i need a break before sch starts -.-
seriously. lol. maybe im just giving an excusef
or myself but, yeah im tired.

will post up indonesia pictures soon,
in the meanwhile,u guys can take a look at facebook.
HAHA. i think i can be photographer alr.
see my display picture for blog?
I TAKE ONE KAES.
HOHOHOHOHOHO.

more hectic schedules coming up the way!

just to show off shinee stuffs.
i miss them, cant wait for their next album!
SARANGHAEEE!
will work hard towards them.

did i mentioned?
i dreamt abt them yesterday or today,
forgot alr. lols

dreamt abt them singing in a concert or smth,
but i was a server (see, result of working too much LOL)
as in serve drinks de. LOL.
and yeap when they finish -.- they came off stage
and damn, they were damn tall, but i guess
its nt real -.- LOL.

den there's one stupid guest who ordered PI PA GAO WITH WATER.
LOL ( result of sore throat. ROFLOL)
den they went off, i ask my colleague to make it
and i ran off to find them . LOLS.
then then, i ran to a lift.

and i saw they went to b4 or smth. -.-
there were loads of basemet floor though,
and i met some dbsk member or smth (couldn't remember)
LOL. and when i wanted to press b4,
ended up all the lift buttons start
to light up and im like ?! ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!

and the lift was moving bloody uberly slow LOL.
and... i wanted to talk to dbsk member
guess what?
I WOKE UP.

anyway, hilarious right?
here's the video of shinee!

yanshou round2!

2009-10-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

hahas, finally done with another yanshou.
had some comments from
different teachers. and yeap,

focusing on my pitching problems.
can just someone tell me hw to improve -.-
so irritated by that.

hahahas, and god,
by2 is one of our judges..
wasn't really into them so yeah,
but when they show example,
seriously, i felt wow, they are quite good.
seriously. their vocals is. wooots!

hahahas hope to see jj next time. LOL
so that i can learn more stuffs. MYAHAHAHS.
anyway, hwaiting!

natural disaster, a punishment from god?

2009-10-08T23:09:00.003+08:00

having some thoughts abt
the recent disaster from different countries.

sometimes i wonder if its a punishment..
because we human destroy natural habitat,
kill the innocents.
do misdeeds......

but some of the people are innocent!
looking at the people who lost their loved ones,
is indeed a terrible scenes,
even i, shed tears just looking at the teevee.
):
may god bless them,
feel fortunate because u're living in singapore,
not suffering from the natural disasters....
and, treasure ur love ones before they leave you..

having flu, sorethroat and muscle aches.
am i getting sick soon? i wonderr...
shld i go for dance class tomo? -.-

REFRESHED.

2009-10-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

back from indonesia. -.- wireless aint working.
damn, i just changed my modem LA.

anyway new goals, new target.
will strive hard.
(: never say give up!
HWAITING :D

had massage that gives
me BLUEbLACKS ALL OVER MY BAAHDY.

1 and a half hr left for slpppp....

2009-10-05T03:34:00.003+08:00

finally can blog with pictures.
muahahahhas,
mireen is going off to indonesia
in 4 hrs time i guess.
bon voyage to me!

massage, shoppinggg.
here i come. MUAUAAUAHHAHAHAS.
and yeap,
once again. i've woken up from my dream.
shldn't have chose the wrong path,
now i realise my fault.
i don't need it.

and i had a fun time at ben's hse just nw :D
the cake was. FABULOUS.
didnt know that four leaves cake was that NICE.
shall buy it sometime soon,
OH YES, mum's birthday :D
and i saw someone who looked like -.-..
and omg, stupid khim saboed me -.-......

anyway,sorry samantha!
was late for meeting her,
and i spent 200 bucks on deposit
for some taiwan port folio thing
and i regretted it nw because,
i didnt even wonder if its fake or smth.
SHIAT.

anyways, see u guys back on tues yeah!

recent photos upload.

YAN SHOU MAKE UP (:

F1. MIREEN & ASRI!

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looks weird somehow.

TCC's signature coffee. :D

my onew's back :D

2009-10-04T02:24:00.002+08:00

yay, laptop gotten back.
tiring day ONCE again.

went for dance early in the morning,
then went to musicforest.
ate lunch at 3pm -.-
then cabbed to orchard parade hotel for work.

ha, im a busy woman..
thanks a lot for the support from
the tagbox! appreciated it (: HAHAS.

i think i know what to do alr (:
im strong okayyy,
wont break down that easily de! ^^

hwaiting, mireen!

i have choosen my path,
will not regret.